From: Mike—God’s Voice Brings Emotional Healing
Son, never is it in My heart that My children should live in torment and in deep turmoil of heart.
Yes, Lord, I know. But why? Why can’t I shake it? What is the open door that allows this garbage in and robs me of peace and sleep?
Son, a heart that has not found its total rest and hiding place in Me will be vulnerable to the attacks of the enemy of your soul. Your coming to Me must be often and consistent in order for Me to infuse you with My peace, My confidence and My comfort. It takes time for the transformation and impartation of all that’s good into a heart that has been wounded and afraid and hard. I am so patient and so willing to impart all the good things that I have promised you.
You are not alone. You are not an outcast. You are not alone in this walk. You are no different than many, many other believers. All who choose to walk with Me have to come and to receive and allow the transformation of their hearts and minds to take place.
Remember, I can only do this as you come and sit before Me and open up your heart. Not just once in a while, but daily. I am so trustworthy. ere is not a hint of deceit or unfairness in My heart toward you. My plans for you are good and My future for you is to have and experience My best.
Father, it seems that I will never get out of my deep loneliness and despair and pit. It’s even hard to come to You.
Son, it has been your experience in coming to Me periodically. You allow yourself to believe that coming to Me is hard, that it takes hours to get through. Yet I tell you that coming to Me is like a dying, thirsty man coming to an oasis in the middle of a desert. e oasis is there. All that is required is to come and drink. It is rather quite simple. Come and drink. Come and take. Come and receive. Forget about your efforts to break through. Forget your spiritual gymnastics and simply come to Me and drink.
Often it is hard for you to come because you are still not convinced and persuaded of My absolute love and commitment to you. I am not holding out on you. I do not desire for you to be brought so low in shame and humiliation that you can barely lift your head. at is not My heart. That is My enemy’s job.
My peace I give to you. My life I give to you. My very heart I give to you. What have I withheld from you? Where is the proof of the lie that I am not sold out to you? I proved My love in going all the way for you. I had you in mind when I died. I had our times of communion and fellowship in mind when I hung upon the cross.
Father, I hear Your words and they are true. Yet, in my heart and in my life it seems like You favor people. Some are so blessed. Some prosper and don’t have the nancial struggles, don’t have the deep painful times of failure and struggle. I so want to believe You and trust You. ere is so much garbage. I don’t know where to start.
Son, one day at a time. I appreciate your honesty and your willingness to be open. Often My Church is afraid to express their true feelings in fear that I will be angry and therefore withhold My blessings. I do not play that game. You can come to Me and bare your fears, your feelings, your thoughts and your soul and I will be there to listen and to comfort, to speak and to minister My life. ere is a time to be honest and there is a time to let go. First be honest and then let go.
I do not and will not withhold from you any good thing. That is not My heart. at is not the heart of Father. Yet, as you are coming to learn, there are destructive patterns and beliefs in your life that lead you to failure and defeat and that ultimately cause you pain and torment. I long to sit with you and to hold you and to comfort you. I long to be able to have a one-on- one, heart-to-heart with you on a regular basis. I will never withhold My love from you. Be convinced. Be persuaded of better things. Be convinced of My undying love and commitment to you.