[Alexandra Avila]

Hi Mark and Tammy
Thank you for your encouragement and responses. I do have persons I share the visions with but will sing up for buddy in the link you suggested. I do love the audio guide and definitively do listen to worship music, but I will only see, and not hear. I also seem to do better when I have someone with me, rather than when I am alone. Also I have a learning disability (ADHD), don’t know if this is part of the reason why I am struggling with this. OR if its a generational sin ( I am also taking the prayers that heal the hart this time around to see if something changes).

Theses are some of the visions I have hard. During one stroll with Jesus, we were walking on the waters of the sea of galilee, and then we found ourselves diving and seeing all the cool creatures that live under water (but I did not hear a word from Jesus). Another vision after the exercise were I wrote a love letter to God, I dint hear anything I just saw a rare red orchid, and as the petals were about to wilt, new petals began to spring up, and it became an ever blooming orchid. While I liked the vision and it made me feel special, I still heard no words, just visions. Another visualization with Jesus I was in a boat with him and I was suppose to ask a question, I asked him to heal my heart and then i saw Jesus in construction clothes, putting cement and plaster on a large crack in a wall. While I understood this one, I still did not hear a word from Jesus.
In a church prayer night I got a vision were I saw a large stone fireplace with branches that were wet and tow hands with stones in them trying to light a fire, but it would not light since the branches were wet. Then i saw the hand put a dry branch o there and strike the stones together and this time the dry branch light up and that cause the other branches to light up.
This next one might be related to the previous vision. During a prayers that heal the heart session were supposed to ask which heart wound God wanted to heal, and I just felt in my heart anger, fear, rejection, depression, grief. Again no words, just feelings and since I didn’t know which one God wanted met to do first ( since I still cant hear him) I did all of them at once. During the visualization of the next session, I saw myself as a little girl( not a baby in the womb, as we were supposed to do), and then after the cross protected me from the generational sins or curses, I saw myself light on fire, not burning just on fire and then when I touched someone else they also were light on fire.

I love the visions, but I still cant hear only see visions. I am pretty sure these visions are form God, but why cant I hear him?

As I asked in the beginning of this post, could it be my learning disability? could it b a generational thing?

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